Woot woot, I have bday today!
I'm not really gonna party it since the weather here sucks and I feel like staying home with a few friends maybe, still fun.
In other news my pet rat Willard eventually had a surgery to remove a huge ass tumor from her belly. Luckily she was healthy enough to endure it since she is over 3 years old which is equal to over 100 human years. She is also mostly blind from both eyes but doesn't seem to care and for now she is lucky enough not to suffer from any breathing problems even though she had an anesthesia for the surgery. Well..now she has like 1-2 months more left before more shit appears, I will give her the best of times till the end.
Anyhow! I will go enjoy the rest of my day for now, see ya dA friends.
EDIT: So Willard had some issues with healing after the surgery. Since there was a big part missing under her skin her own body tried to fill that with body fluids and blood, creating a squeezy big swelling, the doctor removed most of the fluid but dead blood was still there and was to be absorb from Willard's body. Some days later the dead blood along with the stiches get severed on their own, falling down like a dead patch, leaving Willard with..a hole.
We visit the doctor again, Willard falls under a second anesthesia (doctor syas there CAN'T be a third one if you get what I mean) she gets stichedtogether with the surrounding healthy skin after the dead one gets removed and successfully wakes up from her second slumber.
Now she is at the part where she is slowly..slowly healing those stiches and a slightly opened part on which I apply antibiotics everyday.
Now believe me, the only one suffering here is NOT Willard, it's me mostly. Thank God she hasn't shown any sight of pain, she eats and reacts normally, she is always happy to cuddle and she wants to do the things she used to do young. So before anyone pops up like "Kill this poor animal already" be sure that she isn't suffering, I love her more than anything and I will put her to sleep the moment she starts to feel the slightest pain, till then I want to give her 100% of her remaining happy life, nothing more nothing less.
So days are counting, each day counts as a win already, I doubt if she will make it till she fully healths from the exterior damages and even so...well she has another tumor anyway so if she can't endure another procedure (and that tumor starts tiring her) then she will be put to sleep..
Anyway, sorry for the textwall, I just had to write her story somewhere along with my feelings, really used that shit as a real journal for once.
I will update it again when..things change to good or bad.